Bio
I'm a man. I'm broken. I need help. Please read below, and please talk to me.
For those who don't know me, I'm a 49-year-old man in a wheelchair with a spinal cord injury.
I'm a returning citizen, and I have had a heck of a time finding a job, finding a place to live. I have certain needs, but for the most part, I am independent.
During my incarceration, I suffered a mental break down and I have been diagnosed with severe depression and generalized anxiety disorders. I have symptoms of PTSD, I get overwhelmed and get stuck in a constant flight mode.
My journey towards recovery has been extremely slow, extremely full of obstacles, and I keep making mistakes. I have no family, and no real-life friends that I can lean on for assistance (emotional, physical).
I am not looking for financial assistance from any one individual. I have applied to dozens of apartment complexes, I have contacted 211, findhelp.org, HUD, my state's housing development authorities, everything I can think of, but to no avail. The answers range from "we have a multi-year waiting list" to "we don't do business with felons."
At this point, I am looking for ideas, for help, for something new to try that does not involve being constantly overwhelmed. I have been looking for government grants and loans to buy and retrofit a house to live somewhere quietly, and peacefully. Does anyone have any ideas? Does anyone have any pointers?