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Glodean
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PathStep 5 Compassion hearts72 Forum posts4 Forum upvotes8 Current upvotes8 Age GroupAdult Last activeJanuary, 2025 Member sinceSeptember 25, 2019
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I guess I'm depressed
Depression Support / by Glodean
Last post
 January 29th
...See more I've struggled with depression in the past and I thought these days were over but here I am, again crying everyday for no reason, having trouble to sleep, feeling helpless and alone (even if I'm not) and with dark thoughts back in my mind. I don't know if it's a change of hormones I'm experiencing or simply a burnout, but it's coming back. I've put myself under enormous level of stress in the past few years, with working full time and studying, raised the bar of my goals every day higher and never been happy of what I did, but always challenged myself and never felt I was doing things right. And now that I'm there, just a step closer to my achievements and to what I fought so hard, I feel I'm falling apart and I can't control it. Right now, even a simple responsibility like hosting my friend's dog it's making me feel it's another burden and I'm stuck home with just responsibilities and nothing else to live for. And I can't stop crying...if at least I could understand why. I don't want to call the doctor because if I get into anti-depressant, I already know my life is gone and there won't be a way back (I know people taking anti-depressant for years and not being able to do anything without). I'm telling to myself this is just temporary, I'll finish uni this year and I can go back to have a social life, but I'm scared if I carry on like this I won't reach the end of the year. Working from home sucks, studying online sucks and you end up not even knowing how to interact with people anymore, so your social life become a virtual social life where you load all the stress on the only person that hasn't left you. Not even sure what I'm expecting from this post: support, suggestions or probably it's just to vent.
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Can you love someone you're scared of?
Relationship Stress / by Glodean
Last post
 August 21st, 2024
...See more Is it still love when you're with someone that they are scared of you? Saying they love you, but they are scared of you...is this love or simple addiction? Just want to hear your opinion.
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Finding an identity
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by Glodean
Last post
 February 19th, 2022
...See more Hi community, It's really nice to be here with you. I apologise I hope I won't offend anyone with my question, but I really would like to understand from the LGBTQ community, how did you understand that your orientation wasn't straight? I would appreciate if you could give me some of your experience. I've always been in a ethero relationship but I always felt I wasn't. To be honest, I don't know who I am and I feel confused. Am I bi? I don't know. Is that normal? Please I would like to know about you. It might clarify something about me too.
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