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GayBirbsSunflower
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PathStep 2 Compassion hearts182 Forum posts25 Forum upvotes57 Current upvotes57 Age GroupAdult Last activeFebruary, 2025 Member sinceAugust 3, 2022
Bio

Hi, im Cassian or also known as Flower or Sunflower


Im 17 years old


Transgender 


ADHD, Depression, Anxiety, PTSD, Insomnia


Pretty good with coping skills unless I get too far. I enjoy things like writing, reading, painting and drawing. I also love photography.


i have a dog named Scooby and 7 younger siblings.


I have a lot of quotes saved to my camera roll smh

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Idk(TW fyi)
Self-Harm Recovery / by GayBirbsSunflower
Last post
 Sunday
...See more So I’ve been about 20 days clean but before that it was a whole month. I hate when my scars fade but I don’t want people to see them. They make me feel ugly. I don’t know what I’m doing but I’m so stressed and I know it’s bad. welp
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Idek
Anxiety Support / by GayBirbsSunflower
Last post
 January 30th, 2024
...See more Hi hi. So I’m kinda upset. I try, I really really do but I can’t help but feel like absolutely everything is my job. I’m the oldest, I’m supposed to keep my siblings in their feet…right? also my stepdad yelled at me when I started getting really anxious and I started doing these really weird twitches and muttering the same words over and over and over and I couldn’t control it and he got mad at me for it…I can’t help but feel like it’s my fault he’s always mad at me for something. But like hey! I started drawing me often. I’m getting good at it, that kinda helps me feel less anxious to an extent
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Painting
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by GayBirbsSunflower
Last post
 January 3rd, 2024
...See more I started painting more. I made a painting with trans colors as a “hint hint mom I’m trans” but they still aren’t getting it XD not gonna say it out loud yet. I also started trying to paint subjects instead of just landscapes. I also started working with digital art.
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Grief & Loss / by GayBirbsSunflower
Last post
 November 17th, 2023
...See more It’s been about 6 months since my Papa Tony was found on the side of the road and shortly after that my grandpa Giz passed away from cancer. Sometimes I just sit by my grandpas urn and cry my heart out. My bf will sit and listen to me talk about my memories with them. I really miss them and I want things to go back to the way they were when they were alive again.
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Another Character :>
Reading & Writing / by GayBirbsSunflower
Last post
 August 26th, 2023
...See more And here we have Mateo. My favorite out of all of the ones I've made so far and his style suits him so well. The ones shown are his basic style and the one he has for sports or gym class. He's like the "perfect" Sunshine boy. I love him *sob*
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Finally Finished(I think)
Reading & Writing / by GayBirbsSunflower
Last post
 August 22nd, 2023
...See more Finally have Kylo finished. At least I think so. He so pretty XD. I love him and the way I made him is *chefs kiss*
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Grief & Loss / by GayBirbsSunflower
Last post
 August 18th, 2023
...See more In May, I lost my Papa Tony before that I lost my Meemaw. About a month ago my grandpa passed away in the hospital due to his cancer. Over the last 10 months ive lost a little over 6 family members. It takes me forever to process one and Im processing 6. its sending me into my dark place and it hurts. I didnt even get to say goodbye😣
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