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GavinH4ll
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Never date a co-worker
Anxiety Support / by GavinH4ll
Last post
 January 25th
...See more I know, that seems obvious to most 🤣 it used to be one of my biggest rules but earlier last year, I decided to take a chance on a new co-worker, she was very beautiful and fun to be around. Long story short it didn't work out. I didn't really try hard enough in the relationship, she has her own issues and we parted ways. The problem is, we both still work there. I have to see her everyday and it's turned into something extremely toxic I keep finding myself in dreams I'm want no part of. She's been trying to manipulate me by being rude or snobby to me some days but throwing in a day where it's like we're best friends again. She throws my name under the bus and says bad things or often straight up lies about me. Then she tells me that people told her I've been talking smack about her but when I ask other people, they obviously have no idea what I'm talking about and I look like an idiot. When really I just want to have a peaceful day at work and not think about it anymore. Anyways, if I've kept your attention this long, thank you for reading 😁 I hope your day is going better than mine and thanks for listening to me vent about how dumb I can be sometimes 🤣
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Been depressed for so long, I don't remember how to be truly happy
Depression Support / by GavinH4ll
Last post
 January 10th
...See more Hello 😊 I hope your having a good day. My name is Gavin, from North Central Florida. I'm a single dad to the sweetest 9ry old a guy could ask for. I've been depressed for all long as I can remember, since I learned what depression is. The truth is, I'm a lazy, unmotivated, selfish jerk. I have no control over my emotions. On top of everything else, my whole family is pretty much falling apart, my mom and dad are splitting up after 30 years either. My dad has cancer. I've been having these dark thoughts in my mind, which isn't unusual, lately they've been lingering longer and longer and I can't deny it anymore, I need help. This app was recommended to me so I'm fully invested now. I hope I can lock this depression once and for all. I'm so tired of beating myself up so much and telling myself I'm not good enough. I want to be the type of guy my daughter can look up to and be proud of. I'm scared but also hopeful. Anyways, of your still reading, thank you for your time 😊 hope your doing well
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New guy here. Here's the short version - I'm a selfish, unambitious and lazy weirdo and it's destroying me
General Support / by GavinH4ll
Last post
 January 10th
...See more Long version - Hi there 😁 I'm Gavin. I'm 31 and I live in North Central Florida. I have little girl who just turned 9 and I've been divorced for about 8 years now. I've never been good with expressing my feelings or talking about this kind of stuff so I apologize ahead of time if it just sounds like I'm whining 🤣 I can't deny it anymore though, I have a problem. Dark thoughts keep entering my head and they're starting to linger longer and longer. I need help but I can't afford therapy or counseling so someone recommended this app. So here's my situation, I have struggled my entire life with self confidence, I've never had it really. I don't have any particular skills worth mentioning so I've never really tried for anything big as far as a career goes. I dropped out of college out of nothing but pure laziness and lack of care about how this would affect me. I just wanted to stay home and love a Peter Pan life. Then my daughter came along, a knocked up situation that turned into a short and tense marriage that didn't last very long. I've spent the last 8 years bouncing from *** jobs with no real career opportunities, trying to find a good woman even though I really have nothing to offer her, digging myself on l into such deep debt that I might literally lose everything any day now. The thing, I have no one to blame for any of this but myself. I know I need to try harder but every time I try something new, my old self creeps back into the picture and I find myself in the same rut eventually. I recently lost a great relationship because of this, she loved me but I had nothing to offer her. No real career, no real future or anything. I just don't know how to kick these dark thoughts that keep beating me up and holding me back. I don't know what I really want to do with my life. I'm lost and I'm starting to get really scared. Anyways, if you've made it this far I appreciate your time, hope your having a good day 😌
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