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Ad-dict-ion
Alcohol & Drug Addiction Support / by Fluxelixir
Last post
 April 25th, 2022
...See more Hey everyone, I've into substance abuse for almost 7 years now. I did not do it while attending lectures, studying or writing exams, initially, but right in the end of my bachelor's degree, it got way worse and I ended up being dysfunctional. Since then, it's been an on and off ride. I'm not a daily user, but, when I get into it, it goes to new extremes. I'd say I've extremism problems, like I cannot stop myself unless I drop dead silent, or incur a very painful injury in the process. The word Ad-dict feels like, etymologically, to-say, to me. Keep saying the same stuff, keep doing the same stories over and over again, choosing that body chemistry over and over again! Somehow, I've been away from marijuana since the start of this year and I hope to continue that. But, I took up alcohol as a new project, it seems to me. I'm not sure how I'm going to stay afloat with my tendencies to enhance my experience through substances. I guess, I am lonely and feel wayyyyy casted-out in my mind. The roots might have been there all along, but, there's always a chance for growth for every individual, I'd say. I've broken habit loops previously, by using my pre frontal cortex lol, but I'm not sure right now, as I cannot even do normal daily functions well enough. Hope everyone's having happy lunches and healthy dinners. 🔆
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Relationship Stress / by Fluxelixir
Last post
 April 6th, 2022
...See more Hey everyone, I'm Aayush. And, people call me Kansal, because that's my surname and because there've usually been more than 1 Aayush in class. Well, chuck that. I am realising I may some issues with myself but I am kinda stuck about voicing these concerns. I like to watch news and feel sad about the world. So, after that I try to watch anime. I enrolled in a master's engineering degree which I'm failing on legendary level right now and feeling a lot of guilt for spending a lot of money which is not mine. I kinda feel very aloof because I think I have no patience for small talk. I feel like I kinda have enough self help for a decade, and done enough meditation, maybe not, and enough astrology research for a whole lifetime (definitely). Now, I'm like oh, you are Mars in cancer, you are a perfect example of domestic violence. Tell me about it. Been a listener here 5 years ago. Coming back here feels like a regression, but, currently, at this very moment, it feels like I'm doing something about my situation. So, whatever. Feels like the intro is getting is a lot bigger, so imma stop here. Anyone wanting to discuss their astrology, the natal horoscope, or the transit horoscope even, can do so. I'd be very happy to discuss that. Anyone can suggest me anything. Any sort of advice would be appreciated about absolutely everything. Try suggesting me anime or counsellors, or diet choices(I have a high metabolism naturally, since forever) Happy New Moon in Aries. 🔆 Maktub!
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