Hi there, I’m an ex joyful, charismatic person, always entertaining the audience, mind reader who slipped into deep burn out, following by a long period of substances abuse. And depression. Then loneliness and lack of motivation, reason to live, feeling I lost all ability to be functional anymore. 

Apart from that, when I’m seeing someone or being surrounded by people, I feel I’m more than ok and people usually are drained to my energy, I’m an empath, ENFJ, 7w8, a rebellious personality in search for authenticity and meaningful relationships.