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Emily67835
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I just need
Trauma Support / by Emily67835
Last post
 February 22nd, 2016
...See more Does anyone have any advise on how to stop these feelings of his hands still all over my body, and his body inside me too. It feels so real and I feel it most of the time especially when I'm in bed which means I can't sleep. Also any tips on how I can start to not cover myself up with my hands so I don't have to look at my breasts in the shower? I hate how he's broken me as a person. Please don't post triggering replies, I just need some advise please x
I feel unlovable
Trauma Support / by Emily67835
Last post
 March 11th, 2016
...See more I got raped about 2 months ago, if was awful just like every person who goes through rape feels. I still feel his hands touching me, physically feel him touching me everywhere he touched me as if he is right here. I feel ashamed of myself, and disgusted in how I let it happen. I used to respect my body and never let anyone get close unless I liked them, but now I feel like I just don't care, as if why should I respect my body if he didn't and violated me that much. Please tell me it is normal to feel as if I am diseased, have cancer and all sorts of rotten things in my uterus. I feel like I need to sew myself up, or just let people do things to me as they please. I feel unlovable. I had sex with my recent boyfriend two days ago, yesterday I told him he was the first person I'd had sex with since I got raped and then he left me. Every time I have sex, I seem to get emotionally destroyed. I trusted he wouldn't leave me and he would be there for me, and now he's left after me telling him, i feel as if i deserved it all.
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