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Emily309
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PathStep 13 Compassion hearts56 Forum posts31 Forum upvotes16 Current upvotes16 Age GroupAdult Last activeJune, 2021 Member sinceApril 16, 2021
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I’m really sad idk
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Anxiety Support / by Emily309
Last post
 May 6th, 2021
...See more I know this sounds stupid but I’m really stressed about not being able to charge my phone and listen to music through headphones at the same time anymore. /: like I have to have constant music or I will start to get anxious. But my phone is about to die and I have to choose. Do I want *silence* and music later or music now
I need some sort of stability
Anxiety Support / by Emily309
Last post
 May 3rd, 2021
...See more Everyone in my life leaves. Regardless if it’s after months or years. Even after a few months of therapy my therapist is like “I think you’re ready to take it from here” but I still feel like I need help. I just want someone to stay around /: I’m tired of being around temporary people.
Idk
Alcohol & Drug Addiction Support / by Emily309
Last post
 April 30th, 2021
...See more I’m not sure if I’m even addicted. I just haven’t stopped. Every night since I turned 21 I get drunk without puking. (9 days). Do I have a problem?
My sister might be hurting herself
Self-Harm Recovery / by Emily309
Last post
 June 1st, 2021
...See more I might be over thinking it. But I found a tiny screwdriver in the bathroom. And I know what I used that for... I struggled with self harm so bad in middle and high school that I wasn’t allowed to shave or have pencil sharpeners. Teachers would ask her about it at school. I’m much older now and have been clean for years, but this new fear of my little sister possibly doing the same thing haunts me. Idk. She even lied about who put it in there. I asked both parents and they both denied putting it in the shower when she said that they did. I’m not sure how to proceed. Or what to think. Am I just overthinking?
Should I tell him?
Relationship Stress / by Emily309
Last post
 May 23rd, 2021
...See more My boyfriend of 2 1/2 years broke up with me a little over 3 weeks ago. We are still “friends” and I’m best friends with his sister. so I still see him every day even though I don’t live with him anymore. He had a very close family member pass away in December and it really changed him. We’d been basically a power couple before that. He always had anger issues but he never hurt me and I always made it a point to let him know that I knew he didn’t mean to yell over small things. I knew that he was just angry in the moment and that it would pass. He said he didn’t want to hurt me anymore, but it was getting better every day. I know it’s personal issues that drove him away but I thought we were so much closer than that. That he knew he could come to me with anything. We trusted each other more than I’d ever trusted anyone, including my parents. I spent so much time trying to help him and make him happy that I just don’t understand why he thought we couldn’t make it. He even said when we broke up that I was an amazing girlfriend and that he could never not love me so. I want to tell him that I’m still waiting for him, that I still want him back, and that my feelings never changed. But I don’t know if I should. I get needing space but there was a time that we refused to be apart from each other because life was so much better together. We promised to be together forever. I can’t let him go. And I don’t know what to do. I miss my partner
I need help TW
Self-Harm Recovery / by Emily309
Last post
 April 26th, 2021
...See more I’ve been clean for over 2 years. My boyfriend helped me quit. But he broke up with me and I seriously want to harm myself. I’ve thought about it so many times. I want to so badly but I feel like he won’t want me back if I do and I’m too old to be doing that anymore. This is so hard.
He keeps giving me mixed signals
Relationship Stress / by Emily309
Last post
 April 19th, 2021
...See more I was with my now ex boyfriend for a little over 2 1/2 years. We went through a lot together and we had a lot of fun. We helped each other’s emotional state tremendously. We fought sometimes but never over anything serious. I’d never been in such an amazing relationship. We both had a lot of trust and care for each other. But then he lost a really close family member and he was never the same. I miss him so much and I just wish I could help him. He broke up with me about 3 weeks ago. We’ve seen each other everyday since and we still get intimate. He even told me he could never not love me. He just feels like he shouldn’t be in a relationship “right now”. I love him more than life itself and I know he needs me just as much as I need him. I get needing space but I feel so discarded. Like I’ve been downgraded to “just friends”. I hate this and I just want my best friend and partner back. Any advice?
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