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EirwenAri
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PathStep 6 Compassion hearts61 Forum posts27 Forum upvotes43 Current upvotes43 Age GroupTeen Last activeSeptember, 2023 Member sinceSeptember 2, 2023
Bio

He/him - Nonbinary Transmasc, Bisexual - Extrovert

Working through depression, sh, internalized homophobia/transphobia, minor ed, managing emotions, panic attacks, sleeping well, and self esteem

Music - Bands - Crochet - DnD - Board Games - Reading - Writing - Acting


Recent forum posts
Glass Shards - Free Verse Poetry
Poetry / by EirwenAri
Last post
September 6th, 2023
...See more TW - Descriptions of blood My soul of glass reflects the outside pressures Like a diamond, but forming cracks and impurities Instead of sculpting a more beautiful gem External forces keep pressing down on this fragile soul of mine until Veins and arteries explode into slivers of crimson and cobalt I am left here to pick of the fragments of what was mine And yet my fingers start to spill My lifeline and my sanity While picking up the fragments of what was mine Never my own pressures that cause it And still I have to pay the price For having a glass soul in the midst of diamond hearts
Opinions Please
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by EirwenAri
Last post
September 2nd, 2023
...See more I am nonbinary transmasc and bisexual. I am also the eldest "daughter" of a very homophobic and transphobic pastor. My parents have nothing but love for me, which I'm very, very blessed to have. However, through trying to state-the-topic-while-avoiding-the-topic, I know that they would not take it lightly if I were to come out of the closet. Conversion therapy or camp would probably happen, if not a guilt trip by them in the form of "you're not comfortable in your own body, just accept it, it's a phase" (it is not thank you) I am still in high school, but I pose this question: When should I come out? Should I come out at all? It would be nice to be stopped called "she" and "daughter" when those are not terms that fit me anymore. Even if those continue to be used it would be AMAZING to be able to wear my pronoun pins in public without being afraid someone who knows my dad will tell, or to at least not face as much fear around talking about it with others (always adding "oh but if my family is around-"), or dressing more androgynous and being able to cut my hair really short like I've wanted. I'm scared to come out, but it's suffocating not to do so. Help please?
How To Feel Gender
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by EirwenAri
Last post
September 25th, 2023
...See more I'm a nonbinary transmasc, which to me means that I am both nonbinary and trans, floating under both umbrellas, not entirely too far off from demiboy. However, I am AFAB and have genetically large hips and big breasts (38DD, seriously??) I am also still closeted from my highly homophobic and transphobic family. Any ideas on how to make me feel more androgynous and/or masculine?
Looking For Similar Interests - Introduction
Newbie Hub / by EirwenAri
Last post
September 24th, 2023
...See more Hello! My name is Eirwen or Ari, and I use he/him pronouns. I am a nonbinary transmasc, and am also bisexual and demisexual. I am an extrovert, Hufflepuff, ENTP, and proud emo. I primarily am working through depression, but I have better broken down my struggles on my profile :3 I love music, and listen to most genres. My main genre is emo/pop punk/alternative rock, but always enjoy new suggestions and bands I can listen to! Favourite albums are Collide With The Sky by Pierce The Veil, Danger Days by My Chemical Romance, Trench by Twenty One Pilots, Folie A Deux by Fall Out Boy, and 1981 Extended Play by I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME. I really enjoy taking up hobbies, such as crocheting, painting, drawing, writing, origami, lego building, card making... anything that involves my hands creatively! The project I'm most proud of is the beginnings of a chain mail standard from pop tabs. I'd love to meet new people and get to talk to them, become friends, and work through my problems with others. Excited to be here on 7Cups!
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