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Dumbo
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Journals & Diaries / by Dumbo
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 February 18th, 2016
...See more I feel guilty that I'm creating so many threads here but this is a general diary thread so diarising I will do. I rode too and from work today. An hour and a half all up. The exercise helps. Well, helped. I'm now back to feeling sorry for myself. I look at pictures of my family and I feel guilty for feeling this way. For feeling as though I can't go on. For feeling as though it's not worth it. For feeling as though I'm not good enough because it's all true. The depression is back again now. It crept towards me in the night. It's long, pale face.. it's darkened hollows for eyes and formless mouth. It crept to me at night and now I'm different. I look out and I see a cloudy day. I don't like being around people but I don't like being around myself. I find joy in little to nothing. What is there left for me? I just do not know.
Another day of anxiety
General Support / by Dumbo
Last post
 January 18th, 2016
...See more Another day and another day of dealing with anxiety. It's exhausting. Every day is the same fight, the same fatigue, the same feeling as though I can't be myself.. ever. Why is my brain fighting against my conscious urge to just be normal .. be free. Every day I have dangerous thoughts because I don't know whether I can continue to be a lesser person than what I should be .. what I need to be. Why can't I just be me? ah well
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Safety & Knowledge at 7 Cups / by Dumbo
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 February 16th, 2016
...See more Is there ever going to be a list of the latest forum threads/posts for us members on the Member Dashboard?
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