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DistortionHeart
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PathStep 9 Compassion hearts7,295 Forum posts151 Forum upvotes242 Current upvotes242 Age GroupAdult Last activeNovember, 2024 Member sinceNovember 24, 2019
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3AM. 4AM. Hopeless. Endless. Life feels dark. 

I'm dumb. 


Recent forum posts
trichotillomania support
General Support / by DistortionHeart
Last post
 June 5th, 2022
...See more looking for a listener that is open in talking about trichotillomania as I'm really overwhelmed by it and I'm hoping to find someone who understands.
Where to Request long term listener
General Support / by DistortionHeart
Last post
 May 5th, 2022
...See more I feel confused and upset I don't know how to navigate this forum I hate that I feel like I am everywhere is there even a place I can request a long term listener now or anything? I don't know. Can I even do that?
The Listener Request Limit
Site Updates / by DistortionHeart
Last post
 May 5th, 2022
...See more Why is there a request limit for the day? I try talking to people but I have a hard time explaining and a lot of the times it doesn't end very well. Plus some listeners are inappropriate so I have to leave the chat. I don't know who I'm supposed to talk to I have difficulty making decisions so I'm just sitting here the entire time I don't even know if I CAN message people even. Having a topic also can make things easier to explain as the person already knows going into the chat about the topic. Now I'm just scrambling around blindly and I don't know what to do. I hate this.
Entry Into Mind Leave Anytime You Want
Journals & Diaries / by DistortionHeart
Last post
 August 10th, 2020
...See more Don't go after me. Don't come after me. I know I say everything in self defeat. Don't come after me because I'm cruel or selfish to myself. Don't come after me. Don't come after me. Who is there to hurt you when all you have is yourself? You hurt you. You hurt you. You hurt inside. Don't bully yourself/ Bully yourself. No one else is there to save you. Don't dare come after me. Don't chase me. I'm miserable. It's my fault. All of it. All of it. I did it. I defeated myself. I did it. I hurt myself. All my thoughts. Don't look into them. Don't follow them. Don't bully me because all I do is bully myself. Don't follow my miserable world.
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