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DevinaDee95
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PathStep 137 Compassion hearts57 Forum posts15 Forum upvotes34 Current upvotes34 Age GroupAdult Last activeApril, 2019 Member sinceMarch 11, 2016
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I'm Devina but you can call me Dee for short. I'm obsessed with body mods, music, and caffeine. I enjoy writing poetry and I am very open minded to anything. I'm dealing with a lot, but I'm hoping to get through it day by day.
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I feel so alone
Anxiety Support / by DevinaDee95
Last post
 March 26th, 2016
...See more The title says it all. I'm 20 years old and I suffer with social anxiety and depression. It gets harder everyday. I dropped out of school because my anxiety was way too much. I have no friends at all and it's hard with my social anxiety. The only person I have is my boyfriend of almost 4 years.. He really is all that I have but I feel so bad about it because I don't want to seem "clingy." He knows about my condition and he is very supportive. He says I'm not clingy but it still feels like it... I don't want to rely on him. It sucks. I feel all alone. I don't know how to get back up. I don't know how to talk to people, make conversation, or be social in general. My anxiety makes me feel like I CAN'T do anything. The feeling of no being able to do anything is what actually caused my depression. I do get happy at times but then once I fall down it feels like I just can't get back up. It feels like I have fallen deep into an abyss and every minute that passed by it just seems like I'm drowning even more. I HATE feeling soooo alone.... I HATE the feeling of not being able to do anything that I want. I avoid everything to avoid having anxiety attacks. Nothing is worse than having an anxiety attack in public. This really is a horrible horrible feeling...
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