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Desluna0962
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PathStep 17 Compassion hearts44 Forum posts10 Forum upvotes7 Current upvotes7 Age GroupAdult Last activeDecember, 2023 Member sinceJanuary 13, 2021
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I’m just trying to find my place in this world.
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The end of one chapter and the beginning of a new one. The end of one chapter and the beginning of a new one.
Relationship Stress / by Desluna0962
Last post
 December 1st, 2023
...See more Hi everyone, I have posted in this community for quite a few situations in my relationship which has gone back-and-forth for the past three years and we just recently celebrated our one year anniversary of marriage. Things felt to have gotten better and recent months, except for our financial struggles, which ultimately ended our relationship as of a couple days ago. This was a agreement between us that maybe we just weren’t made for each other, and in the beginning of our relationship, I felt like we weren’t made for each other, but then I slowly fell in love with him, and my heart feels like it is ripped out of my chest. It has only been a couple of days, but I feel so anxious that I can’t eat my heart and chest hurt and I feel like I was never wanted and I have no idea how to cope with it but at the same time I feel lighter knowing that I don’t have the stress of someone else’s financial problems on me as well. I don’t know how to cope and we don’t hate each other but I hate that after so long I now want him to be the one. After all this time, I have really do love him and I don’t know how to let him go.
Married to the Wrong Man
Relationship Stress / by Desluna0962
Last post
 September 13th, 2023
...See more Despite that title sounding awful, I love my husband and we have been married for almost a year now but have together for three. He is a good person but deep down I have always known he was never my person if that makes sense. He makes me happy but there are some issues in our marriage that are hard to ignore like finances. The man I truly think is my person, I left three years ago before meeting my husband. We felt more in tune with each other but we broke up over distance but I never stopped loving him. He has recently came back up in my life as a friend but I can’t help but feel regret and sad that I missed my opportunity with him and to feel at peace and happy. I feel awful because I love my husband and don’t want to ruin a marriage even though it was already falling apart. But I know I was happier with this other guy. I don’t what to feel or do and I don’t want to hurt anyone but I also want to finally be happy and not have the serious problems I have in my marriage.
Confliction with emotions, goals, and my relationship Confliction with emotions, goals, and my relationship
Relationship Stress / by Desluna0962
Last post
 July 25th, 2023
...See more My husband and I just got married but I’ve been together for about two years. Throughout this time it’s been a struggle of staying happy due to my depression I cheated once because I was not getting enough attention from my husband, and I have always felt like he is deserving of somebody from his world, since he is from another country, sometimes it is an adventure learning new things from somebody with a different culture and I’m used to that for moving all the time due to my parents. But sometimes I just feel like we don’t sit well together, I feel as though we are two different to ever be happy . My goals are to eventually leave the country and start a life for my family. Somewhere else that will be better. however, some of these things have been set back due to choices that my husband has made and it has really weird us down from better options for our life and I can’t help but result him. I love him so much, and I love the comfort that he makes my inner child feel, but I feel like I am not healing whatsoever from my past traumas, I feel constantly at war with my emotions, and like I never have peace. I don’t know what to do because I could see my world with him and without him.
Dreams with a message
Journals & Diaries / by Desluna0962
Last post
 January 17th, 2022
...See more Hello everyone, So lately my relationship with my partner has been heavily in my mind, whether we’re right for each, do I actually love him, is he getting the love he deserves? Last night had various surreal dreams that all had to do with him and I breaking up. In one, we had bought a house, I was unhappy so I decided to leave to where I knew I would be happy and of course he wasn’t happy about me leaving. Another we were in a smoothie shop (of all places) and we had just decided to split and my ex somehow appears and kisses me out of nowhere. And the last dream was in an apartment building and it was after I had broken up with him. A friend from my past (guy friend) stopped by and we talked and I remember him saying it’s ok to feel sad and then we went off somewhere. I’m currently trying to sort things out, not break up with him yet my dreams are telling me something different. If anybody is familiar with dreams or knows a little bit about what they can tell you, can you help me?
Nice man wrong time
Relationship Stress / by Desluna0962
Last post
 February 2nd, 2021
...See more I just broke up with my boyfriend because I felt like I couldn’t love him the same way he loves me. He is the last person I would ever want to hurt. But it’s hurting me a lot, how do you let go of someone who was part of your life for so long. Now that he’s gone all I want to do is call him but then I remind myself I’m the one who broke up with him. Was I wrong? I feel awful and can barely sleep. I just want to make myself a better person for myself and whoever loves me but he’s all I want back.
Feels Hopeless
Relationship Stress / by Desluna0962
Last post
 January 26th, 2021
...See more I think I’m falling out of love.. with a man who is probably the best person I have ever been in an relationship with. He is judgement free, loyal, loving, and many more things. But I’m not sexually attracted to him and sometimes I think he just loves the fact that he has a girlfriend. My past relationships have been very toxic, the longest was five years and very mentally abusive. He would control every aspect of my life, constantly having to know about my day and life. I think transitioning from such an intense relationship to a much more free one has affected me immensely. Yet I just don’t know how to sort out these feelings and express to him how I feel. Sometimes I can only express hate and it’s the last thing I ever want to feel toward him. Sometimes I wander if maybe we’re better off friends. I question a lot about our relationship, is that bad? Am I am awful girlfriend?
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