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Darkpelt11
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PathStep 31 Compassion hearts52 Forum posts39 Forum upvotes28 Current upvotes28 Age GroupAdult Last activeMay, 2020 Member sinceJanuary 28, 2018
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Hello, I'm Darkpelt but call me Darky if you want. I'm an artist and have many different pets; chickens, rats and a crested qecko. I like MLP, furries, writing, anime, stranger things, undertale, skyrim, bioshock, different types of music and so much more. I am suffering from depression and can be harsh on myself but that doesn't mean I can't help. Feel free to chat (I won't always be on, sorry...)
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Mental health hospital in Lakewood CO?
Depression Support / by Darkpelt11
Last post
 February 23rd, 2019
...See more Hello! This is an important question that I will be giving some small personal information on to help with. I'm 16 and live in Lakewood CO. I was wondering if anyone knew of a good mental health hospital that is a bit relaxed. Some have very strict rules, which I don't mind and are willing to deal with for health but still want to know if there's one that is more relaxed, which ones are good, etc etc. And also at 16, how much do they cost, what legal stuff I need, etc. I've been trying to care for my own mental health for a long while now but it's not going anywhere and things have gotten worse in the last couple of months. My depression went from mild to major in a few years, thoughts of... Bad stuff are now very common, anxiety is worse and my entire body is now feeling symptoms (pain, stomach sickness, worse fatigue) and I would like out of my toxic family. I love them dearly but seeing how they have made me feel bad about my health, ignored it, threatened to take away my pets/hobbies well.. It's not good. I like my life but feel stressed and unable to live it. I want to move down with my GF and her family, who are very supportive, kind and understanding. But without the changing of guardian ship and stuff, I can't. So the next best step is a mental hospital, which in truth, I do believe I need. But I can't seem to find any that are for teens or ones near me.. Help?
Do my parents care?
Depression Support / by Darkpelt11
Last post
 January 28th, 2019
...See more Hello! I'm trying to answer a question; do my parents care? My parents figured out I was suicidal after I told my school that I attempted to kill myself after a mental break down. My parents were very upset and I had to apologize many times for telling the school and making the school let me go to therapy. I felt bad and told my parents not to care about it because they were so upset and mean to me after I told the school. The school suggested that my parents make sure I was watched when making food and stuff. Which meant no more fun things, like cooking, crafting or anything. So I just apologized and had my parents forget all about the fact that I'm suicidal. My girlfriend is now really worried for me because I told her I had a bottle of poison in my room and said my parents should have made sure I was safe and they don't care. Do my parents not care or am I the toxic person who ruined their lives by telling my school?
I need advice on abuse
Journals & Diaries / by Darkpelt11
Last post
 October 26th, 2018
...See more Hi. I'm 15 years old and my brother is 13. He has become very very abusive; mainly emotionally but also physically. I feel unsafe near him and he enjoys my pain. Ever since he was little he enjoyed watching me suffer. He'd make scenes in stores or during events, trying to make me act like the big mean sister my family say I am. He is a foot and a half taller then me and out ways me by about 20 more pounds or so. I have tried telling my parents about this in the past but they have said his mean words are nothing compared to me; saying I'm a horrible big sister who has been a *female dog* to him since he was little. I feel completely hopeless and get serve panic atracks when I'm around him. Which I'm not allowed to have. I'm trying to push through, pretend everything is OK but it isn't. I feel very scared and like I can trust no one in my family. I want to go to my friend's house but I know it will lead to worse things. How can I do this? Should I just ignore it? Or push through?
Depression or being a teenager?
Depression Support / by Darkpelt11
Last post
 March 8th, 2018
...See more This is something I've been wondering for a while. My parents say I'm fine and it's all just hormones and I'll get over it but everything has been getting worse and worse the more I stopped trying to find help. I don't know who to ask or where to go to figure out if it's all in my head or really means something. Is there a quiz or something out there I can take to see if I am depressed?
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