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DanDev
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PathStep 2 Compassion hearts6 Forum posts10 Forum upvotes10 Current upvotes10 Age GroupAdult Last activeAugust, 2016 Member sinceOctober 9, 2015
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Nobody loves me :(
Depression Support / by DanDev
Last post
 August 31st, 2016
...See more Hello. I'm dont know what to do. Am I doing something wrong? I was always and Odd one since I can remember. And now ( I'm 26) I'm all alone. I've seen that kids are falling in love when I was teenager, and I never experienced that. I had my first love when I was 21, we were deep about it, but last year I got a divorvce and I feel devastated by it :( my family doesn't love me, I really mean it, because I come from a dysfunctional family, and I never felt loved all my life. I don't have any friends. No one cares about me. I just need a little love, and I want to hug someone sometimes, yet there's no one there for me. I always tried to be there for others and no one tried to be there for me. I don't know what to do . I just need some love, and no one is out there for me. I'm heartbroken :(
S.A. Prevents me from help
Anxiety Support / by DanDev
Last post
 May 4th, 2016
...See more I feel like [Edited by @Dillion for inappropriate language]. I have severe depression and a mix of generalized and social anxiety. It took me MONTHS to even prepare myself, and finally to go and make an appointment to psychiatrist today. The moment I stepped into the crowdy queue for registration I had one of the strongest sa attacks recently. I just couldn't make it and ran out of building with a sense of defeat. I can't even go for help because of my anxiety. I will try with phone calling the registration but phone calls scare me as well. I fucking hate it. It took me so long to do that, and when I tried to get treatment my anxiety prevented me from it again. I feel absolutely defeated now.
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Depression Support / by DanDev
Last post
 March 1st, 2016
...See more I need a hug :( I can't even write anything right now. It's too much...
Can't get help for my ilness...
Depression Support / by DanDev
Last post
 April 13th, 2016
...See more I have severe depression, almost suicidal. It ruined my life completely. Last week I tried to make an appointment to a doc, but I live in a shitty country where health care is a joke, and the soonest appointments they can make is for the NEXT YEAR. And it's only february. By next year I could be pretty much fucking dead. Only option would be private appointment instead of health care one, but it's way too expensive and I can't afford one, let alone pills or anything like that. I'm a human wreck and have no option for treatment. Family won't help, because I barely have any family, and we have VERY bad relations. I have no friends. I'm alone in this. Fucking hate my life.
Depressed and lonely
Depression Support / by DanDev
Last post
 February 1st, 2016
...See more I'm just so deep in depression right now. And alone. Like literally. I don't know what to write more, bc I'm very shy and introverted :(
Loneliness and severe depression
Depression Support / by DanDev
Last post
 October 10th, 2015
...See more I'm severely depressed and have huge anxiety. I'm all alone. Literally. I don't FEEL lonely, I am literally alone with myself, my depression and all my life. I started to cut myself. I'm 25. I used to be married, but feel like no one will ever love me anymore. I can't take it much longer :(
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