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CrimsonRei
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PathStep 3 Compassion hearts10 Forum posts2 Forum upvotes3 Current upvotes3 Age GroupAdult Last activeJuly, 2022 Member sinceJuly 6, 2022
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Dwelling on the past
Depression Support / by CrimsonRei
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 July 8th, 2022
...See more This is something I’ve struggled with for the past few years. So many things have happened and the bad times seem to stay on my mind the most. Because of these moments I always think I’m stupid and that I’m a failure and that it’s all my fault. Why cant I forget these things. I can barely remember a happy time anymore like it’s just going through the motions. I even compare myself to my past self. I was much more lively and responsible and skinny back then. Now I just procrastinate, avoid doing exercise, and I’m just so sad I can’t seem to enjoy anything anymore. Even my parents have noticed saying that “I’ve changed” and definitely not for the better. I get aggravated by them and just completely explode on them because of all the frustration that builds up. Then they say I have anger issues and that I’m crazy. What’s worse is that they don’t seem to understand my situation and think I’m spoiled. I’ve tried to pick myself up over and over yet it fails every time. It’s like I need someone to challenge my depressive thoughts because it seems that one voice always wins. It always seems like I brought this upon myself, that it’s my fault for becoming this way and I continue to blame myself. I don’t know what to do anymore. Its like I’ve completely given up. Maybe my parents are right..
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