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Eating Disorder Support / by CrazyCupCakes
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 January 9th, 2018
...See more Hi, my name is Davina and I have binge eating disorder. A few years ago I decided to get fit and healthy. I controlled my calories, exercised a lot and lost 12stone in 13months. These last 12 months I have put 8+ stone back on. I' m really struggling. I want to be fit and healthy. I want to be well balanced, but mainly I just want to be happy. I so want to stop bingeing. It' ruining my life. I keep giving in to the urges. I also give in to the lies...just have one, one won't do you any harm! Sadly I'm not programmed to just have one. Twelve maybe but not one. I want to be in recovery/ recovered. I want to be me. I don' like this eating monster who takes over my life urging me to eat when I'm not hungry. Urging me to devour huge quantities. Urging urging until I give in. Then I feel a failure, uncomfy and ashamed. I joined here yesterday and I am hopeful and expectant for change, Please come and say hi. It gets lonely sometimes just me and my monster. He's rubbish company. Davina x
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