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CharlaCharlie
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Hello my name's Emily. I'm currently suffering from psychotic symptoms, depression, anxiety and self harming.

I'm 24, enjoy music, walking, driving and love art.

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Newbie Hub / by CharlaCharlie
Last post
 December 24th, 2021
...See more I just want to vent a little I guess. It's been a really bad year for me. I'm not close with my parents at all. My mum hates me, she has done for years, not sure why. I feel like she regrets having me? But we're not close. If I bump in to her in the street and say hi she ghosts me, says nothing and keeps walking like I'm not even there. That hurts a lot. I've heard before that girls should be close with their mums but no matter how hard I try I can't get close with her. So sad. I've been diagnosed with anxiety, depression and PTSD. A few months ago I was abused by some stranger I'd never even seen before, and though it wasn't really my fault, I still feel ashamed and responsible for what happened. Sometimes I just break down and cry. And my mental health is so triggered since it happened. And I'm now pregnant which sucks because I'll be a terrible mum. I've started self harming again. I used to self harm all the time as a teen but then stopped but it's started again now. Yesterday I had to go to hospital for stitches because I cut to deep. Just feeling in a really bad place right now and don't know how to get out of it. I feel trapped and very low. I'm grateful to be able to come here. I've made some friends on cups and they help me more than they know. Anyway rant over. Charlie xx
Hello
Newbie Hub / by CharlaCharlie
Last post
 December 13th, 2021
...See more Hello I'm Verity, I'm going through a few things at the moment and am struggling quite a bit. I had my mum helping support me but she has sadly passed away now so I'm on my own. Hoping to find some good support here and hopefully get to know some great people too! Keep smiling! Xx
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