58, mom of 5, grandmother of 7, married. I have CPTSD, anxiety, depression, brain damage, broken back (healed), a number of pain issues due to nerve damage and Fibro, and some other issues. I tend to attract controlling and abusive narcissists (according to psychologists I've seen). 

I love lifting weights, being active, biking, hiking, gaming (particularly Minecraft), reading (Sci Fi / Fantasy), comedy, cosplay/conventions, some needlework. 

I want to get to the point I can take care of myself and do what I love without feeling guilty or selfish, and not allow others to control me or my feelings.