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BrokenTail
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PathStep 7 Compassion hearts106 Forum posts6 Forum upvotes8 Current upvotes8 Age GroupAdult Last activeDecember, 2017 Member sinceOctober 16, 2017
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decided to go ahead and do this
Depression Support / by BrokenTail
Last post
 November 29th, 2017
...See more I've been apart of 7cups for little over a month right now, but I nevered bothered to introduce myself, but I decides to give it a shot now. Simply put, I'm Broken Tail, call me whichever I don't mind. I have (or had...its hard to tell right now) depression, thing is a part of me enjoyed the pain of tragedy and wanted to experience it. Is I a stupid wish, yhea, but I learned a lot of things thanks to my problems in life. My likes include the philosophy of contradictions, a small bit of nialism, and the butterfly effect. Many of my life's views are based on these specifically. I also enjoy learning anything I can on tj perspectives of others. I hate secrets, I hate it when secrets are kept just to protect a persons feelings. If there is a legitimate reason to keep a secret from someone, then I'm fine with them. I hate the prospect of lying to someone just to be nice, or to make them feel better. To me its one thing to try and help them see the brighter side of things, but lying to make them feel better, never seems right to me. My hobbies are reading, drawing, playing video games, talking to friends, helping people where I can, and lounging around outside.
My current thought process on my life.
Depression Support / by BrokenTail
Last post
 November 13th, 2017
...See more I use to think what's the point in living, now I think what's the point in dying. I see no point in living or dying. I once thought if no one will remember me in the future, why do anything? But if no one will remember me, then why worry about how people feel when I act as me? No one will remember me after I die, so why not be me? I'm a nobody, I'm not worth it. But someone of importance is expected to act an behave in a certain way, they're restricted by it, a nobody like me isn't. Because I am a nobody, I'm not expected to do only certain things. Contradicting myself now, I do have one thing to live for now, but it's not a cliché thing like "hope, or to better society and be a part of a family". I think it's okay for a reason to live to be a selfish one. I believe anything is fine as long as you're not unnecessarily harming another living thing. I get a lot of crap for thinking this way, but it's what got me through life, and I'm going to stand by it.
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