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BorderCarlie
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Moving on
Anxiety Support / by BorderCarlie
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 February 3rd, 2020
...See more I find myself everyday regretting ending things with my first love. This was over 10 years ago but when a trigger happens it all floods back. I feel like it is ridiculous and I need to move on from it and the feelings. I have gone through a lot in my life. Many significant moments that should have more of a bearing on me, grief, loss of loved ones, abusive relationships, late start in my career.... but all triggers lead back to him. I wish there was a forget button. When I ended things I was at a very low dark time I. My life and I thought I was doing what was best especially for him. And goodness know he is much better off with an amazing family and career. I just can't move on from the anxiety of the memories. I feel alone with this, for lack of better words, obsession or obsessive thoughts that brings me so very low.
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