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BlueFig118
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diary i guess. //TW child emotional abuse, mention of sexual trauma?, other triggers will be listed at the top of posts // no replies please
Trauma Support / by BlueFig118
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 November 27th, 2020
...See more honestly now that i'm writing this out idk what to really say lol. this is basically a place for me to get my thoughts in order. ////// i was emotionally abused (i think) when i was younger. sometimes i feel like i wasn't actually abused and i was just overexaggerating it. but i have triggers and anxiety, and i don't think that's a thing i could make up. the abuse, in some way, led to me not being able to think as well, is the best way i can put it rn. that's part of the reason i'm writing this, to be able to write things out in simple statements and try to recover. what happened to my mind is basically: a lot of times i'm not capable of as much complex thought as before, if that makes sense? sometimes, in my mind, i have to repeat things over and over or i get a funny uncomfortable feeling. there's some other things that happened that were related to all of this but i don't think explaining it right now would be the best option. another thing: i've noticed that the.. less mental capacity, i call it? is almost a constant, but the amount it sets me back varies. that happens pretty much all the time, and then sometimes, my thinking gets extra bad, and i,, kinda regress, like a child or a pet (like right now) :(. this is related to the thing i mentioned earlier but can't explain at the moment. i think that's all i'm going to say for now.
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