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BerrisFueller
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PathStep 2 Compassion hearts39 Forum posts11 Forum upvotes15 Current upvotes15 Age GroupAdult Last activeSeptember, 2018 Member sinceAugust 26, 2018
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I'm back! I took long time away from this platform and decided to make a new account (as putting my past behind me).
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Depression chat toxicity
Newbie Hub / by BerrisFueller
Last post
 September 15th, 2018
...See more I have problems. Everyone does. I admit that my problems include hypersensitivity and extreme negativity. And you'd think that people here would acknowledge that there are so many others who feel the same way. But today, I was pushed over the edge. There were no listeners available which is normal now. Most of them nowadays don't have a lot of time or are so unable to relate to my problems that they stop replying. So I had to resort to depression chat. People there were rude to me because I had expressed that I felt like my listeners hate me. They said it's all my fault. I even said that I never say anything triggering to listeners. From that point, they gave no time for me to explain anything else. Nobody was there for me in that moment. Nobody even uses the public chats for depression anymore. It is a haven for trolls, nude pictures, and self righteous people who attack anyone with opposing opinions. On my previous account, I was called a retard because I stated that I had mild autism. The lack of support I have gotten here has made me feel worse than I ever have. And now, I think I need to seek a therapist instead.
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