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BeamsOfHope00
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PathStep 48 Compassion hearts503 Forum posts43 Forum upvotes59 Current upvotes59 Age GroupAdult Last activeAugust, 2024 Member sinceMarch 10, 2021
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Hi, I’m Hope, and I’m 18.
I have both depression and anxiety. I also have dyslexia so sorry in advance for my bad grammar. 


Thank You to all you great listeners out there!




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Venting (comments would be appreciated)
Journals & Diaries / by BeamsOfHope00
Last post
 March 8th, 2022
...See more Hi everyone, I'm Jacklynn. Now before I start venting I just want to point out that yes I'm luckily, I have a loving, family, great friends and a growing support system. But having these still doesn't make me feel better about my problems. Anyway, I have to deal with a lot. From my parents belief that you can just deal with mental illness on your own to just having so many responsibilities, it can be so frustrating. As a student who has been homeschooled all her live (yes even before it was cool) I am responsible for motivating myself to do school work, which to be fair most everyone has to do that, but I can't use grades to motivate me because I'm not ever graded, so I'm so behind in school it's crazy! I'm a high school kid who only learned to read like a few years ago like how am I so stupid! Ugh. Anyway, besides failing school, I can't talk about my mental health openly (except here, which is awesome!) I only have one person I know who talks about mental health with me (except my parents like once a week after therapy sessions and only usually regarding scheduling another appointment. So I talk to the one friend, but even she can't talk openly about it because her parents also don't want to talk about it with her, so she can only talk about it when we're in private which.like never happens! Like really?! Ugh sorry.. Any way that's the two main thinga I want to vent on so yeah. Thank you for staying and reading! If you want to comment I'd appreciate you, but also not commenting is fine too. Thank you and take care all!
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