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Baytova
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PathStep 20 Compassion hearts74 Forum posts9 Forum upvotes8 Current upvotes8 Age GroupAdult Last activeSeptember, 2022 Member sinceMay 3, 2021
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Things aren’t always easy but I’m making it I guess. I have my boyfriend by my side and we’ll fight til the end.
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Depression Support / by Baytova
Last post
 August 26th, 2021
...See more I feel like I’m constantly running in a circle without any escape. I hurt the ones I love so they don’t hurt me. I don’t know how to escape from my endless thoughts. My parents think I am perfectly ok. Nothings ever happened. They won’t let me go to therapy and this is my only escape. My boyfriend was my escape yet now I’m scared to talk to him scared of he’ll hurt me or I’ll hurt him. He’s scared as well. I’m scared to go back down the hole I was in. I’m scared that I’ll try again. The only thing stopping me is slowly fading away. I’m tired and scared. Fighting and screaming is all day long. I have no one to talk to no friend no family no one besides my boyfriend. And I’m slowly losing him as well. I’m scared to be alone again for I know the outcome. I can’t do this alone. But that’s what is starting to happen.
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