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Basiljwils
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Losing myself: Agoraphobic anxiety after bipolar depression relief.
Anxiety Support / by Basiljwils
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 March 13th, 2020
...See more I was recently treated for my bipolar depression through a treatment callled TMS (trans cranial magnetic stimulation) therapy. after decades of trial and error, this treatment hekped rid me of my depression (for now), and it only took 4 months (with treatment everyday.) but now that Im not as depressed, Ive found that my anxiety has skyrocketed to a debilitating degree. I thought my anxiety was a symptom when it was its own monster, and when my bipolar depression took a step back, my anxiety took the reigns. since December Ive been having panic attacks almost daily, on bad days- multiple a day, and Ive become agoraphobic in my tendencies. everything scared me, and Im constantly afraid of being alone and leaving the house Ill prepared or without my safe people. Im constantly feeling scared of not being able to handle the outside world. and at its worst, I cant leave my bedroom. Especially if people are over at the house. i feel like Im slowly losing myself and Im not sure what to do. I watch all these TEDTalks and motivational speeches to try and get myself going, but its all so exhausting. in any case, think you for listening
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