I'm 19 years old, and from Finland. (It's up north in Europe, in case you didn't know - don't worry, I won't get offended, people rarely know where Finland is.) I'm struggling with borderline personality disorder, anxiety, and crippling depression, also I have major problems with body image and eating. On my way to happier life, the path to heaven runs through miles of clouded hell.

I love space, but I'm scared of the vastness of it. I love fantasy and science fiction, in books, tv-shows, movies and video games. And music? I listen to almost anything - pop, rock, hip-hop, r&b, classical, electrical dance music. I'm always quoting lyrics and lines, I'm always making pop culture references.

I like to write, short stories and fan fiction, sometimes even poems. I hope to write my own novel in the future, maybe even series of books. I like to draw and paint, I love watercolours but I'd like to learn how to use acrylics. I love singing and playing piano, and I've just started to learn how to play guitar. I'd love to write songs but I'm not really good with rhymes - my poems rarely have any.

I'm currently in Upper Secondary, or High School, how ever you want to say it. Here in Finland it's a bit different, I guess. Either way, I'm trying to get through, and I'm trying to focus on maths, biology, chemistry, physics and English, because I want to get into Oxford. I want to study medicine, and I want to become a trauma surgeon. Working for Doctors without borders is one of my biggest dreams.

I'm interested in human rights, I'm all for equality, I'm a feminist and I also support same sex marriage. Actually, I just support equal rights to all. Also animal rights are important for me, and I'm a vegetarian. I'm trying to live ecologically, because this beautiful planet is the only one we got, and we should appreciate it.

If you actually read all of that, wow, thank you. Remember, you are perfect just the way you are. And eventually, the dawn will come.