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Your Bro Apurva. Knows a ton of languages, Bi, Physics math chem student
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It's your bro Apurva. Though my username looks silly, I'll help you with almost anything related to depression / school stress / Crushes etc

The best thing is that your bro is part of every club. Be it, Studies, Gaming, LGBTQ, Cooking, etc

Your bro is harsh sometimes, But he'll help you in the best way possible!

Your bro also speaks a ton of languages,

English, Hindi, Urdu, Punjabi, Marathi

and I'm learning German too!

Hit a message and I'll help you out.

Just in case you are wondering, Im in grade 11


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I am feeling hopeless for my country, My career and my health. (RANT)
General Support / by ApurvaSingh123
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 Thursday
...See more This is an update thread. I created this account in my 10th grade and this is the last month of my high school. Please ignore the BS i posted. So, I gave my JEE mains exam and it looks like I'll barely make past the cut-off for JEE Advanced. (Please google it if you don't know what it is).... Let's talk about my country: India. Education system is trash. I don't think going to college will give me any value. Even in IITs. Pollution is all time high... My distant relative, who did his high school from my area only, just got diagnosed with lung cancer but he fortunately survived (because it was just starting).... Do you want to know the reason? Exposure to sulfur and Lead during teenage. He lives in Navi Mumbai now... Probably the cleanest in terms of air pollution because air from the Arabian peninsula blows out the air pollution. I'm REALLY FEELING HEALTHY RIGHT NOW GUYS!!! Curruption is all time high... BJP (ruling party of India) in it infancy used to do protest against Bofors Scams and 2G scam but now they're doing it themselves with few billionaire friends... Like Adani. He was a broker between French Dassault and Indian Hindustan Aeronautics and laundered 3 billion dollars... He's still free now. Infact he scammed (according to American SEC) by bribing Indian state governments. Now Let's just ignore the scams. Let's talk about Indian people Indian culture. Ask yourself, why Indians are so successful in west but india is a *** of the globe? Reason is that not all indians are same. I'm not talking about caste or religion or Money. I'm talking about the mindset. 80% of voters in india are uneducated, Poverty stricken fools. Here's how elections happen in india: A Jaat will neve vote for a Sikh. A Sikh will never vote for Gupta. A Gupta will never vote for a Rajput.. do you want to know the result? Taxes Taxes Taxes. (Unless you're billionaire friend of BJP... Then you're fine). Want to buy a Camry? Well you have to pay 100% tax. So a 21-25k usd camry becomes 55k usd. Want to buy/sell a house? Better pay up 20% tax on the house. And those 80% people? Nope... They're exempted. Infact they're treated like pookie bears... Cute little bears which are a literal burden on Earth. It's just the middle class like my family, who have to pay up tax even though our lifestyle is poor than a low caste farmer... Even though I am upper caste. Now, i don't believe in casteism. But despite having two PhDs in my household, we drive a beaten up Tata Nano and Honda Activa. My low caste neighbour? Well he drives a Jeep grand Cherokee and will give a Mercedes Benz as dowry for his daughter. Even though my father didn't take dowry.. but I don't think this is true equality... Because not only he pays 0 Taxes, My dad has to pay 15% taxes. And additional 30% on the income he earns from owning few shops. We were promised that casteism will be eradicated. But indian government just flipped the system. I feel so cheated. Also: his son's education is 100% funded by Indian government in Indian universities. And 25% of the fees will be paid by Indian government if he gets admission in ivy leagues in USA and few other universities. What do I get? Nothing (literally). At maximum i can get a student loan upto 750,000 rupees without interest during studies. This is pennies considering a good university charges 2M to 2.5 M rupees Idk what to say. I feel as if this country is filled with fools who treat india like a giant dump. Where system can be bent using voting power and anyone trying to revolt or complain is called out anti national or Pakistani sympathizer. Or Gorge Soros' Slave. Also: the excessive influence of Fake cases and rape. Im a boy. And boys can be graped right? Well, according to Indian constitution, Boys cannot be graped, or suffer any sort of torture in a marrige. And has responsibility of woman. A grapist can only be a man only. Woman? Well they are children with no brain. Do you want a gf here? Well, get ready because you can be accused of "False pretext of marriage" and "grape" even though your relationship had consent ... That results in a jail of 3 years and mandatory maintance until she gets married or dies. Infact many 17, 16 year olds are accused of False pretext of marriage and grape by adult women for extortion even though technically, having relationship with a minor is a crime itself. But these cases still happen because our judiciary takes 8-15 years to make a decision and many judges are part of the equation for making side income. Oh you married an Indian girl? So expect getting your entire family arrested in case of a divorce. Just read about abuse of act 498A and BNS 69 (no pun intended... It's literally the code). Also: expect to pay alimony for rest of her life. And btw that doesn't work other way around. Except for rare cases, women are NOT required to pay alimony. Gonna jump off a building because of toxic relationship? You're wasting your life.. your wife will still get alimony and a part of your inheritance to you from your parents or your inheritance for your children. Even if you die. Just look up Atul subash case... You'll be terrified. If any foreigner is reading this, DO NOT MARRY INDIAN WOMEN. EVEN YOUR JUDICIARY OF YOUR HOME COUNTRY WONT SAVE YOU. Do you know why laws are formed like this? To extract money out of boys' family and himself. Police, Judge, Lawyers, and even the "Victim" herself will demand cash for quashing a case. And don't think that laws are helping rural women.. majority of the cases are filed by urban, working women with bachelors degrees. According to a female Judge, she holds special sympathy for working women. So what do you think I should do about this? I cannot become a politician because I don't want to be a part of oppressive system itself and neither I have capacity to argue with fools who see every upper caste politician as their enemy #1. A thing I can do is immigration to US/UK/EU. But look what's happening there. This army of fools has descended into Canada. With the help of diploma Mills and they're reducing Indian reputation. They are the people who take dowry and *** on upper caste people. In my opinion, Casteism shouldn't have dictated the political arena. But here we are. Indian companies knows these challenges and treat their employees as cogs of machine because they know that justice,law, politicians will not help them because that 80% population mainly consists of farmer and as a result on paper, their salaries is below poverty line .... And if you work in Indian companies, your salary becomes official and expect to pay taxes. Indian government is oppressive. If india was a paradise, which it is for tax evading billionaires, then son and daughters of Indian politicians wouldn't be studying in United States. Some even are not Indian anymore. They are Americans now. Please someone overthrow this democracy *** show and establish a Singapore like dictatorship here.
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I'm living life like a desperate old man
Relationship Stress / by ApurvaSingh123
Last post
 April 25th, 2024
...See more Hi. I am a about to be 18 boy. I'm preparing for State Engineering exam. But I am feeling empty for quite some time. I do not have any good friends nor do I have good grades. Staying alone isn't new for me. Having no friends also means that I live in a delusion. This delusion is formed because of lack of social norms inside me. Well, since last month I feel extremely attracted to any girl that I see. I do not want that to happen. I am already in water, burden to my parents and a stupid guy overall. Why do I get these feelings away... Laws in my country hasn't been changed since 1980s so, even if I try to approach girls and they report me as a stalker to police, I'll be locked up for 2 years minimum. Now that I am going to be 18, things will get more hard for me. Today, in evening school bus, I had to sit with a girl due to all seats being already been taken. First I hesitated a lot but then that feelings rushed inside me. After I came home, I felt more miserable than before.  This happens in class too. My other classmates who are biology students were taking a class on fertility. Although I have nothing to do with biology because I am a Physics-Chem-Math student, I started thinking about a girlfriend unconsciously, this making me feel even more desperate. I have female classmates, but because of this, I usually sit multiple feets away.  To be honest, Neither my relatives nor my parents really like me. They're just pushing me around until I get into Uni. I don't think that girls will like me in any way. How do I stop these feelings by myself. I already journal daily yet, I feel more and more desperate each day. What should I do?
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Can anybody help me to find a way to become a CEO of a Fortune 500 company?
Work & Career / by ApurvaSingh123
Last post
 February 1st, 2024
...See more Hello! I am a 17 year old from Himachal Pradesh, India (currently in grade 11). And here is my future plan which is decided by my south Asian parents Get a B.Tech / B.Sc (bachelors) in Computer Science from Indian Institute of Tech./ or TU Darmstadt in Germany and get a fat package in FAANG companies. But I feel that solving algos for 40 years is not my thing, As I am already not a big fan of math. I have seen that most of the CEOs are ex-McKinsey employees. So My question for now is, How do I get into McKinsey? Also: 1.MBA from Harvard is a common sight, What should I do to get that? 2. If CEO thing goes in drain, How my career would look like in McKinsey? ( I am just asking for advice. For now, My focus is on Joint Entrance Examination(JEE). But I do feel that I am kind of average) (also, My parents are not *RICH*, I mean they are, but not in USD)
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How do I confirm that I am bisexual
LGBTQ+ / MOGII Support / by ApurvaSingh123
Last post
 June 4th, 2024
...See more I am 49.999% sure that I am bi. please help me! ALSO: I live in India and LGBT rights are nearly non existent because government removed the law which jails homosexuals 10 years ago but doesn't want to recognize anything else because it endangers Sanatani philosophy.  
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I'm confused (kinda). Please Help me!
Relationship Stress / by ApurvaSingh123
Last post
 January 13th, 2024
...See more Hi ! I am 17 year old. 2023 was one of the most disturbing year of my life. I had depression, crushes and what not. But since December I've been working like a cog in a machine. I'm studying all day with just 4 hours of sleep Along with *** teachers who just make me more confused (I wish that I could punch him in face)  I don't enjoy my life, nor do I like it.  Now to my main thing, I had a crush. and she left me because probably I'm a weirdo. Now I feel no attraction to any girls whatsoever. Let me give you an example, recently my friend said that he thinks that girl named, say XYZ is beautiful. Then I checked her out, Well she was infact better looking. But weirdly My inner voice said that if she is beautiful, then she is probably stupid.  I feel no attraction whatsoever now. I have a female friend. And her friends are mine too. When Bunch of Incel like students came to me, One of them said that I am a "Laundiya-baaz" ie a womanizer. And I was in shock for a second. because My inner voice tells me that No girl would ever talk to me for "that". Anyways I am kind of confused. I feel lonely. despite having friends. My parents are like typical Indian/asian parents, so they don't really help me in anything. I wish that I had a gf, but then my inner voice says that " apurva, is that really important from your exam this sunday?"
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How to regain mental abilities like problem solving after months of depressive episodes
Depression Support / by ApurvaSingh123
Last post
 March 31st, 2024
...See more I am a IIT JEE student, currently in grade 11. Even before preparing for it, I suffered with depression multiple times my life but now I think that i have learned to cope with it quite well. Now my biggest challenge is to re develop my problem solving abilities and analysis skills. Do you guys have any ideas? Any book/Thing that might help me.... Also I've recently started programming in C# and I've revisited my Physics basics with Concepts of physics by (HC Verma IIT Kharagpur Professor). In Maths I am using my Institute's material but I can't really solve most of the questions without using google lens
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