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Annabellab
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PathStep 5 Compassion hearts33 Forum posts12 Forum upvotes20 Current upvotes20 Age GroupAdult Last activeJune, 2023 Member sinceDecember 16, 2022
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35 & Over Community / by Annabellab
Last post
 January 9th, 2023
...See more Apologies, absolutely atrocious punctuation etc, but I’m too overwhelmed to proof read with any real energy I’m Laying in bed with my 8 month old and my cat OH so horribly abusive I was left to ring in my birthday at midnight on my own crying after being called every name under the sun while he had a bath and slept in another room iys 1.30am and I’ve been sick almost constantly for a few months now mainly I think because I’m so depressed my immune system is now, similar thing happened when my mum was dying and the bf in my life at the time was cheating I’m laying here and it’s weird I keep getting these waves of shivers and cold feeling and sweating even though I’m never usually a cold person and under lot of blankets inhabe realised through pushing people away and never really having many good friends to begin with apart from him im totally alone and I feel so lonely/ extremely panicky and nervous I’m both so exhausted I can barely move and I asp can’t sit still/ my body physically aches I’m feeling so anxious scared and completely defeated by life
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Depression Support / by Annabellab
Last post
 December 17th, 2022
...See more They are starting up again. I absolutely hate them i hate how confused I am I feel like I’m so *** up I don’t know what is what, am I this lovely in the world because I suck or people suck is he abusive? Or like he’s says am I just ungrateful and miserable all I know is it’s been so so many long years since I felt any joy, security, happiness, or really to have any sort of physical touch from anyone who isn’t my cat or now my little boy I miss feeling pretty . thesw days I don’t even feel visible i cry every single day and honesty I don’t really want to dye but I hate my life so unbelievably much and I’m so stuck and the alternative of being completely alone and poor with no friends family or money seems scarier than being trapped in this miserable relationship and financially comfortable I absolutely hate him he’s awful but he’s the closest I have to family it’s all such a huge mess like I say I don’t really want to dye but it seems like the only available/ least exhausting option left to not have to feel like this all day every day
No one cares/abandonment issues
Newbie Hub / by Annabellab
Last post
 December 17th, 2022
...See more come on here for the first time was talking and making headway with noni about goals and got told to push off mid sentence! Haha😅😅😅😅
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