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Ammimi
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PathStep 22 Compassion hearts58 Forum posts22 Forum upvotes18 Current upvotes18 Age GroupAdult Last activeApril, 2020 Member sinceSeptember 14, 2017
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my name is cosmo & i'm 22 !
if i don't reply to something, it isn't because of you ! i just get anxious and things can take a while..
but i'm always looking for new friends, and 7cups is great but not the best for messaging.. i do have a discord however ! just ask ♥
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big family thing happening and little to no support
Trauma Support / by Ammimi
Last post
 March 31st, 2019
...See more hi , i hope if youre reading you are having an okay day bc it means a lot youre just glancing at this. ❕trigger warning for abusive mother & father❕ I moved out last year, and cut ties w my mother and father while saying how abusive they were to me. lived with my half brother since, and last week he found out something that crushed me. My mother is planning on taking me off insurance without saying anything. taking my medicine and therapy like that is equivalent to hearing her say I dont care if youre alive or not. I dont like her, but this has hurt me so much. And its been so hard. Ive had so many breakdowns, called the crisis line so much i probably keep them in business and its so much harder because 2 out of my 3 friends arent available this week. i have to see my mother on saturday when she drops off the last of my things here and im so scared.. i have to act like i dont know what shes planned and idk how im gonna get to saturday.. im venting here because i had another breakdown but my friend is busy and im tired of crying alone but thank you for reading
Rewriting a seemingly impossible nightmare?
General Support / by Ammimi
Last post
 February 17th, 2019
...See more Hello ! sorry if this is the wrong category, let me know and ill move this. Ive been stuck all day with rewriting my nightmare last night. This is something my therapist suggested i try, until now ive been able to rewrite this weeks nightmares. But I dont know how to give this one a good ending, if anyone has ideas id love to know because i cant stop dwelling on it :( I was in a nightmare town where my mother sent me to get my surgery (im scared abt getting wisdom teeth removed soon) but the doctor had left me on the operating table because freaky demon monsters started attacking the town and i just,, died? then i woke up.. Again sorry if this is the wrong category and thank you for just reading ♥️
I made my friend feel awful because of my bpd making me blind :(
Personality Disorders Support / by Ammimi
Last post
 January 7th, 2019
...See more hi.. i want to know if i can mend what i did to a friend.. i was having a panic attack and meltdown because i felt abandoned . and for hours i was being awful. i didnt make any sense to them but all i did was say how awful i feel and the whole time they gave really short replies . i read those and felt like they didn't care. so my emotions got worse and worse. then i said how i need to feel compassion and turns out the whole time that was how they show it, but me, being in a blind depressive spiral i couldnt see and now i made them feel like they aren't good enough. i feel awful. i cant stop crying because i dont know how ill ever make this up. they said they need a few hours alone. i wish this never happened and i guess i am posting because i want to know how to make things better ? sorry & thank you ♥
Trying to find reasons to keep trying
Depression Support / by Ammimi
Last post
 January 1st, 2019
...See more sorry that title sounds way heavier than i intend.. im trying to get over an awful depression (worse than normal) but its so hard. im 22, no job or school, so i just stay inside and talk to people. but i only had 3 online friends and since 2 got in relationships, and the last one wont talk to me because im so sad. but that makes it so much harder. idk how to meet people and every day is just awful staying in my head . i dont know what to do thank you for reading
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