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Amaranthic
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PathStep 5 Compassion hearts13 Forum posts9 Forum upvotes22 Current upvotes22 Age GroupAdult Last activeMarch, 2021 Member sinceFebruary 8, 2021
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I Loved My 30s, I Wish I Could Love My 40s
35 & Over Community / by Amaranthic
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 May 22nd, 2021
...See more In my early 30s, I got myself out of an abusive relationship, got myself out of homelessness, went back to college, got (what I thought) would be a fullfilling job, found a healthy relationship, and bought a house for the first time in my life. Now here I am in my early 40s, unemployed because I realized the job I was in was just another abusive relationship (but with a paycheck), scared for the future, and blaming myself for it. My PTSD/depression keeps flairing up. It's ruining my relationships. I feel like I'm at yet another crossroads, only this time, I feel like I'm too old and it's too late to make such big, significant changes/leaps of faith. I want to do more with this life - but how? And what?
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