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AmalieAnne
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Hello,

I am Amalie, 20 years old and I was born in Spain, although I have dual heritage, being both Spanish and British means I have family in both countries and get to enjoy two amazing cultures. For around a year we also lived in France which I loved, but then living in Canada, despite often being too cold for my genes, I found my bestest friend there. Currently studying in Spain. I love playing the violin, also enjoy reading [mostly history, physics and fairy tales] and doing creative things like drawing and painting. I can speak a weird version of Spanish, French and English along with some Latin thanks to years of Sunday School. I often get confused with languages by mixing them up, having dyslexia also makes it more difficult, but having a lot of stubbornness helps me deal with that. I also have synaesthesia, which is when my senses get mixed up, but I am learning to control it although a lot of the time it can be enjoyable. I have met some really amazing people on 7cups and they have & are helping me through bad things of the past.

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Happy Birthday to Avaray
Trauma Support / by AmalieAnne
Last post
 February 28th, 2019
...See more I know people have very serious things to say on the forums but it is important to have some happy things plus Avaray has helped me through my trauma so... @Avaray @Avaray @Avaray @Avaray @Avaray @Avaray @Avaray @Avaray @Avaray Make sure you sing your Birthday song out loud and with people around. Happy Birthday
A weird question
Disability Support / by AmalieAnne
Last post
 December 5th, 2018
...See more I am not sure how to ask this question but some advice or experience. I have a disability which to me is frustrating but it happened when I was 3 so it has kind of always been normal although frustrating. I also have dyslexia but does not bother me because in my mind I just keep going until I get something and I use weird ways. I just do that with everything. I also had or have been a**sed so this makes it more difficult I guess. So the question - Mommy is really protective of me, like REALLY protective. At times she is 100%. We talk about it and to be honest I am 95% of the time really happy that she is like that. So I am not left alone like most 15 year olds (I have only been 15 for two days but still...) because something might happen, which it might plus I am scared if I was by myself of stuff like ghosts or fires. Some of my other family are like that as well while some are.. work with me, so granddad will give me a piggy back ride down the stairs which is fun. So.. I am not sure what my question is but how to I work around with this? So I guess I am asking people with disabilities how do I slowly get independent or something.. maybe I am asking is - I am not sure. It feels I could do a little bit more by myself but keep the protectiveness. Not sure I am making any sense at all.
I need to put weight on but... argh
Eating Disorder Support / by AmalieAnne
Last post
 September 5th, 2017
...See more Hello, Sorry not sure why but I am and I am not sure I have an eating disorder. I need to put some weight on because I need to get to [edited by Anomalia to remove weight specifics] for a couple of reasons. I am a little small for my age but... in the last couple of months I have not gained any weight and I am not in trouble for it.. just something... I have not done anything to not gain weight like making myself sick. I also still have to sit at the table until I have finish whatever meal it is. But I HATE it.. just the thought of putting on weight is not nice.. I mean if I got to [edited] then maybe everyone else would no focus so much on me eating and there is another thing as well. Just.. I am not sure just so confused and frustrated and I am not even sure why I am posting there or what my question is. Just blaah. Sorry, Ame
My Diary place
Trauma Support / by AmalieAnne
Last post
 November 6th
...See more Not sure who will read it or if anyone wants to, so I guess it is for me. I can put things here when I need to and if you are reading this remember it is just the ramblings of me. So I will put things here and it will not get in anyone elses way.
I am not sure why this is important but it troubles me
Trauma Support / by AmalieAnne
Last post
 June 12th, 2017
...See more As I said I am not sure why this troubles me but it does because there is something in it, that speaks with me yet I do not know what it is saying to me. I read this awhile ago and it has been in my thoughts recently, like a brain itch in my brain. In saying so it might be nothing and there is no rush to come to understand it. I found the English translation because I could not hope it do that myself. From Saint Theresa, Chuch of Maria Della Vittoria. Please do not read if you might get upset. *****Trigger warning Religion, blood and something else***** Beside me, on the left hand, appeared an angel in bodily form... He was not tall but short, and very beautiful; and his face was so aflame that he appeared to be one of the highest rank of angels, who seem to be all on fire.... In his hands I saw a great golden spear, and at the iron tip there appeared to be a point of fire. This he plunged into my heart several times so that it penetrated to my entrails. When he pulled it out I felt that he took them with it, and left me utterly consumed by the great love of God. The pain was so severe that it made me utter several moans. The sweetness caused by this intense pain is so extreme that one cannot possibly wish it to cease. There is something beautiful and terrifying in her words. I believe I know why although it is rather haunting. Saint Theresa today would be on medicine at the very least, just to warn you. Ame
First poem
Trauma Support / by AmalieAnne
Last post
 September 3rd, 2021
...See more I have never writen a poem before but I thought it might be better than kicking something. So please be kind, this makes me so nervous for many reasons mostly because it is secret. I do not know if this is the right place to put it or if I need a trigger warning so sorry for that. Any how, here it is and it is called confused: Confused Are these tears yours or just because something made you cry, Do you make those marks or does it just happen without control, How often I am tired because I did not get the sleep I wanted, How often I am tired because it stopped me from sleeping, It kept me awake all through the night. I once knew someone that was strong and able, I could feel the warmth like the sun on my face and smile, He loved me deep and I always knew that he was there, His love expanded so much his dreams became mine. I often wonder where he has gone now, Wonder what I did to make him go away, Something must be wrong with me. There are such things as ghosts. Ame
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