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AliceinWonderland86
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Obesity and everything else that goes with it...
Eating Disorder Support / by AliceinWonderland86
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 March 16th, 2015
...See more I have never been a skinny  girl, but looking  back  I used to think I was so fat even before  I was. Over the years my weight has increased usually  between  half a stone to a stone each year. I now out of control like there i no way I can ever seen the weight all I can do is try to slow down  inevitable of getting  even bigger.    I  have no control. I think about food all the time. Either what I'm going to have or trying  to stop myself having.  It's a 24 hour thought process trying to stop myself eating or trying to eat healthy but still can't lose weight and get exhausted having to watch myself otherwise i will be off binging Pretending I dont care or its a one  off treat. Now massively overweight in a constant cycle of overeating, feeling  a failure, feeling I deserve  the punishment I am inflicting  on my body. My eating and obesity help fuel  my depression and anxiety, which  goes back into fueling my obesity.   I don't  know  how to break  the cycle! 
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