I'm Abbi, I have two daughters, an annoying but fab husband. I remember finishing work one Friday night at the salon and I had the worst period pains and the cleaner said to me to just go home, but it was about half 8 Friday night, let's go to the pub! This was before I had my beautiful daughters. I went into labour, gave birth in the pub toilet, was at least 12 weeks but it was 2 weeks before my wedding. Second miscarriage, I didn't know how to take. I was down to have an abortion, then I lost it naturally, but I felt guilty for being upset.

A staffy/sharpei dog and a tiny newborn kitten that my frigging husband brought home Friday, but so bloody cute! Dad's mum died in my arms at 16 from COPD, barely had a relationship but had to console my aunty after she walked in and saw her mum in a body bag with a tag round her neck. My dad had been in and out of hospital for 11 years, and my grandad then got cancer. Shit happened with dad within those 11 years but that's a long story. So my mum and Matthew said 'let's get married while your dad and grandad and still here.' Grandad died 6 days later, Dad died 5 month later. We got married 2nd March, I had a miscarriage two weeks before. Grandad died 8th March. Dad died 14 August. I had my second daughter VE day, 8th May. I've since then lost my Grandma, my bloody best friend, we used to sit and watch xfactor together, I'd get a bath then she'd comb my hair and put a box of malteasers in between us, then she'd put her hand in and I'd already taken the last one. She died, while I had covid. She was super close to her sister, me and my mum said 'Aunty Wendy's not gonna be long now', which sound horrible, but we just know. And it was just under a month. The doctor even said that it was because of a broken heart. Then I had my Luke. Not gonna go into this too much, because it's still too much. He had headaches, went to the opticacian, saw a mass behind his eye, was surprised he wasn't haven't seizures already. From getting diagnosed with an inoperable brain tumour, to dying, was 6 weeks

People probably don't usually put that much in their 'about me' bit, but I'm all open xx