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AJisthename
6,195 M Moving Along 3
PathStep 26 Compassion hearts44 Forum posts13 Forum upvotes5 Current upvotes5 Age GroupAdult Last activeMarch, 2020 Member sinceJuly 30, 2014
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I'm not dude
Please stop calling me a dude
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PTSD and Parents
Trauma Support / by AJisthename
Last post
 October 11th, 2015
...See more Dad, I hate you yet I don't and I don't actually know what i am supposed to feel about you. I am so torn right now. I know you won't get you will flip out on me cause you think im being a over dramatic pip-squeak but you tainted something of mine and i can't forgive you for that. People who haven't been through similar or just as traumatic experiences as i have won't get this but like we hold the things that have helped us through bad times super close to us. We don't want the people who hurt us to know or touch or see these things. Why did you have to go looking through my mail! I didn't even give you permission. You just picked it up an opened it and there it was. The thing that closely relates to what has gotten me through bad times. You touched it. Your hands were all over it. I hate you. You saw it you know i have it. You read the paystub that came with it. It's bad enough you question every little thing i buy but this is worse. All I see now what i look at it is your face and your germs all over this magical thing. It disgusts me . It's like you forced your way into a part of my life again that you never asked permission to be a part of. Thank goodness it only cost me 60 cents but i can't love it the way i was going to anymore cause you tainted it for me. Do other people go through this or is it just me. I hate this That thing meant so much to me and you ruined it. I'm crying. You make me sick. edited by Rain45 moved to Trauma Community due to forum restructuring
Ending a conversation
Safety & Knowledge at 7 Cups / by AJisthename
Last post
 November 17th, 2014
...See more When a listener ends a conversation are they taught they should make sure the listener is alright before they exit? While it is a possibility the listeners internet went out, my conversation with this specific listener just stopped and I was told they weren't available no-more but there was no "have a good night" or anything signifying they were leaving. I feel like this could be bad for the person in need. 
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