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A1exville
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PathStep 27 Compassion hearts34 Forum posts31 Forum upvotes18 Current upvotes18 Age GroupAdult Last activeApril, 2021 Member sinceNovember 4, 2019
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Today, i am. But it is not enough.
Anxiety Support / by A1exville
Last post
 November 12th, 2019
...See more I have been retaking therapy again (been missing some appointments though) and she (therapist) has helped me make some progress. My meds work (when i remember i need to tske them) and some days i feel like i might be ok eventually. Not today, and intermixed with the good days there are days like this: i am restless and i go through the motions but i feel as if I'm not in my own body. My head hurts. Nothing is good enough and even though i might have succesess today, i don't feel like they count. Sometimes it becomes unbearable and i shut down almost entirely and just sleep all day. And then i snap out of it a couple days later and deal with the aftermath, and it just feel like im starting from zero once again. How can i deal with the bad days?
Being a Human is Hard
General Support / by A1exville
Last post
 March 28th, 2020
...See more What am i supposed to do when school takes time from my personal growth, but my personal and emotional growth also takes time away from school?? An isn't it ironic that Uni has a reputation for encouraging growth but all i feel is how everythign clunks and rattles when it crashes together? Im not entirely sure if my emotional and mental state is what is clouding over my enjoyment of my choosen major or if my chosen major is not for me and that's what is causing my emotional distress... this is what hell is.
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